Disarray

Solid State Logic - Disarray

I'm set back
What's to live for?
Breaking up of routine

Waking up to nothingness
Reaching out, no reprise



There's a part of me you can't see
It's growing deeper within me
Everything is empty
You'll never see me give up
Because this is my reality

Wearing thin, suffocating
Living in disarray
Fading life, lost emotions
There's nothing left in me

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Fading Star

Weaving The Fate - Fading Star

Today, I’m sinking even further
Straight down than I was before
I had a strong foundation
But now I’m broken to the core
Thought that I would always have you here
Right beside me
And we’d leave so much behind…



Just to be
Just another fading star
Just another fading heart
Just a never fading story
Knowing all that we have lost
Knowing what our dreams have cost
Just another fading story

I realize you’re caught up
With what I’ve been chasing for so long
But now it’s different that I thought of
When I thought of it when I was young
But I will always have you here
Right beside me
And we’ll leave so much behind…

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Hated You from Hello

Downplay - Hated You from Hello

Are you deaf, can you hear me?
'Cause I'm sick of it all
Always digging in my skin
Always pushing my back to the wall

In my eyes there's a madness
Can't believe what I saw
And I'll be here laughing
When you fall

And there's nothing to say
'Cause I'm already gone
You know I'm not like you
You were never wrong

Go ahead walk away
But I want you to know
I always hated you
Hated you from hello

And there's nothing to say
'Cause I'm already gone
You know I'm not like you
You were never wrong

Go ahead walk away
But I want you to know
I always hated you
Hated you from hello

Listen up, can you feel this?
'Cause the curtain has called
I will never regret it
And I'll be here watching it all

This is not what I wanted
But I think you'll recall
That I promised I'd be here
When you crawl

And I can feel the anger in me start to grow
(All the hate that's inside me)
(Overtaking me)
And everything about you is fake and hollow
(All the things that they can't see)
(Are the things I see)
And no one's gonna stop you when you go

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Battle Cry

19.02.2019 в 23:42

Пишет  O.N.Talla:

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Just one more time before I go

Ещё лишь раз скажу тебе перед тем,

I'll let you know

Как уйду,

That all this time I've been afraid wouldn't let it show

Что всё это время я боялся это показать.

Nobody can save me now, no

Никто не может спасти меня сейчас, нет.

Nobody can save me now

Никто не может спасти меня сейчас.

Stars are only visible in darkness,

Звёзды видны только во тьме,

Fear is ever-changing and evolving

Страх постоянно меняется и развивается.

And I, I feel poisoned inside

И у меня, у меня ощущение, что моя душа отравлена,

And I, I feel so alive

И я, я чувствую себя таким живым!

Рюгамине Микадо: Imagine Dragons — Battle Cry
Фрагмент текста и перевод: amalgama

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The Great Art of Living

Jay Ray - The Great Art of Living

There is nothing left to say
Only the music can take the breath away
Difference between you and me
It is the greatest art of living
In perfect harmony from minor to major key
By using the whole range of scale
The notes of life will be then rearranged



It’s written in the stars, in the stones, in our scars
No matter what you’re taking part
In a wonderful piece of art
It dwells deep beneath
The basic instinct that keeps us alive
No need to believe in
No faith is required to survive

Nothing is fireproof
Our flesh, papers and the truth
Even the stars are already set to burn
Nothing is waterproof
Our dreams, hopes and free will
They drown as the tide turns and closes in

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Reclusion

Anberlin - Reclusion

There’s someone inside me
That softly kills everyone around
They don’t know they’re dead to me cause
Intent never makes a sound



You’re sick
Sick as all the
Secrets that you deny
Sins like skeletons are
So very hard to hide

You’re suffocating me
So very hard to breathe
My mask is growing heavy
But I’ve forgotten who’s beneath

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Bury Me Alive

Throw The Fight - Bury Me Alive

Tell me the way to get me home
I’m tired of drowning on my own

Leave me, alone
Red eyes, cold bones
Soft kiss, death’s touch
Black heart, no love



I’m lying in the wake
I’m dying in your arms
I’m waiting for the tide to turn and bury me alive
Running out of time
I see it in your eyes
We’re waiting for the tide to turn and bury me alive

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King Vultures

Jay Ray - King Vultures

As the waves crash over me
And it pours in my heart and heads back to the sea
As the waves crash over me
All the troubled thoughts are washed away from me



Short-term gains and long-term pain
You can try but it's never gonna change me
I've got heart and I will stay strong for every true word is a promise worth keeping

Grandstanding, untrustworthy
Devoid of shame and guilt
It is by those same methods that the modern wold is build
It's in this sinking feeling where all troubled thoughts are washed away and now
The ocean lives in me, the ocean lives in me

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Hold on to Hopeless

Blind Channel - Hold on to Hopeless

Over thinking is one of my bad habits
I'm simply sinking, yeah this time I've had it
But I just put on a brave face
Pretend that nothing happened
And see how much more I can take



You can have my soul to take
‘Cause there is nothing left to break

Would you be there for me?
Like I was there for you
If this world is heartless
We don't make any sense
‘Cause we found something
That changes everything
So you just keep on running
But I'm waiting for you in the end

Hold on to hopeless

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Bluff

Detach - Bluff

My devil still close enough
My demons are following me
Get used to read your bluff
But now it is too dark, no chance to see

I’ve been swallowed by this whisper
God… it’s still deep in my head
No excuses for my liar
Few blood drops instead

I know this path is endless
But it has end for me

I know this path is endless
But it has end for me
Maybe someday, maybe inside, you’ll reach
Them on the Otherside

I had traveled all this distance
But I'm still one solid peace
With minimal resistance
I passed through all this years

Satisfying hunger, feeding rage
I came here not for this
Maybe someday, maybe inside,
You'll reach them on the Otherside

I had traveled all this distance
But I'm still one solid peace
Just betraying my existence,
I came here not for this...

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Don't Look Away

Hoobastank - Don't Look Away

Everybodies guilty tryna sell you a lie
I've been buying yours and you've been buying mine
Cause up until now all we know of you or me
Is what we want the other to see

Even at my worst
It’s all been well rehearsed
Doctored up, filtered out
Just the best is allowed
Make it pop a little more
Now its ready for the worl

Don’t look away, don’t close the page
Don’t act like you don’t do the same thing too
It’s me, it’s you but not the truth
Don’t act like you don’t do the same thing too
'Cause you do

Don’t look away, don’t close the page
Don’t act like you don’t do the same thing too
It’s me, it’s you but not the truth
Don’t act like you don’t do the same thing too
'Cause you do

If we ever meet we’re both in for a surprise
The person that we see won’t match the ones in our minds
Without that effect what you see’s not what you get
So back behind the lens and I’ll adjust on the fly

Everyone can see (We're all fake, insecure)
Everyone but me (It's attentional play)
Oh my God, even more in my own little world
See this look on my face?
This is how I woke today

Don’t look away, don’t close the page
Don’t act like you don’t do the same thing too
It’s me, it’s you but not the truth
Don’t act like you don’t do the same thing too
It’s me, it’s you but not the truth

How else was I going to show you?
Everything on the screen
Is just another version of the person that I want you to see
Don’t act like you don’t do the same thing too
(Just another version of the person that I want you to see)
Nothing’s quite as it seems
Nothing's quite as it seems
Just another version of the person that we want you to see

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The One

We Are Harlot - The One

I can’t think clearly
Cause your beauty is killin' me
Follow me home, you might be the one
I’m losing my self control
Falling in lust you know
Our bodies entwined
I think you might be the one tonight

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Продавец Кукол

О, сто лет не слышал эту песню. И ведь да то самое...

11.02.2019 в 12:38

Пишет  O.N.Talla:

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Согрей мои пальцы, ведь ему нас не жаль.
Смотри: он напуган, другим и себе расставляя ловушки,
Не снимает со стен календарь,
Полагая, что мы — это большие игрушки.

Но как бы не так,
И как бы ни был спокоен наш враг,
Я же вижу, как все вокруг, умирая от скуки,
Идут, идут к нему прямо в руки.
Но как бы не так!
Я украду тебя, дай только знак.
Надо быстро бежать, пока ты не загнан в тот угол,
Где ждёт Продавец, ждёт Продавец Кукол.



Икэбукуро и Орихара Изая: Вельвет — Продавец Кукол
Обработка изображений: Талла

похоже я вспомнил кое-что важное, но оставлю при себе.
и я забыл что мой большой багаж памяти это не только архив. не мертвый груз, это можно оживить, в том числе и за счет новых связей-ассоциаций.

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When The Lights Go Down

Lovex - When The Lights Go Down

The daylight dies
Streets come alive
The night arrives
Now drop your vain disguise

No need to see
Close your eyes
All you need is to feel
And own the night, yeah



It takes what it takes
When the lights go down
We raise the stakes
There's no backing out

It takes what it takes
When the lights go down
The whole city awakes
Now get off the ground
The lights go down

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Good Stories

Annisokay - Good Stories

Your sweet insanity is whispering in my ears
And you speak of honesty by lying to yourself
So tell me do you know any more good stories
Which role should I play?
And I can be the least of all of your worries

How often can you say:
Believe me I’m so sorry
But the truth is I’m not a part of your story

My world is incomplete
And you’ve been filling in the gaps with lies
And we’re all just characters
You’ve written between the lines

My world is incomplete
And you’ve been filling in the gaps with lies
And we’re all just characters
You’ve written between the lines

So tell me do you know any more good stories
Which role should I play?
And I can be the least of all of your worries
How often can you say:
Believe me I’m so sorry
But the truth is I’m not a part of your fucking story

My world is incomplete
Where I've been at your feet
My world is incomplete
While you get back on your feet

Hanging from this framework of good stories
And making your own moral categories
However the wreckage that you leave
I’ve proven to myself that I am very naive

I just didn't wanna know
The large gift of your narrative skill
More than anything i get to know
I get to know
That words can kill

Hanging from this framework of good stories
Of double meanings and parallel worlds
Against a wall where souls are hurled
My world is incomplete
How often can you say:
Believe me i'm so sorry
But the truth is I’m not a part of your story

My world is incomplete
Where i'm fallen at your feet
My world is incomplete
While you get back on your feet

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